Ehsaas

Dard ka ehsaas na hua mujhe,
shabd na dhoond saka ab,
Ehsaas hai mohabbat ke aagosh mein,
un baarish ke boondon ko tere aankhon se dekh lun,
har khamoshi mein tumse simat jaun,
har lamha shayad ye hi kehta hai ki,
Dard ka ehsaas na hua mujhe.
Tujhse juda hone ke liye na mohabbat ki humnein,
tere aagosh mein chupkar siskiyan bhari humnein,
na jaane har zakhm ko tumse na chipa saka main,
tere daman mein sar jhuka kar tujhe gale lagaya main,
har lamha shayad ye hi kehta hai ki,
Dard ka ehsaas na hua mujhe.
Tanha hua tha har pal tere bina,
labon ko chahta tha labon se dhakna,
tujhe khamoshi ke paar le jaana,
mohabbat karte huye tujhe apne bahon mein chupa lena,
har lamha shayad yehin kahta hai,
Dard ka ehsaas na hua mujhe.
@Jai

Unforgiven

The rain stopped,the new life born,
the love in blood,breathing to be alive,
No money in hand ,looking for hope,
seen nothing at all,
without a desire for anything more,
The street empty,the doors closed,
Darkness envelopes,hard decision in hand,
Life is Unforgiven for me Everyday.
Clothes are torn,my thoughts not known,
Distressed and dejected i walk from door to door,
Love that was is perhaps no more,
My punishment could not have been more,
As I walk alone tired and torn,
For there is nobody look at me and everything has forgone,
Life is Unforgiven for me Everyday,
I cry but there is no one to hear not even my near and dear,
The silence haunts,without you nothing means to me at all,
I seem to be as a dead man walking ,
without any life or desire to be left like this alone,
My only desire is to be laid down on the stone,
Love that was is perhaps no more,
My punishment could have been more,
Life is Unforgiven to me till the time I live to mourn.
@Jai

End Of Love

The year has ended, a new day has begun,
the streets are filled with people,the songs were sung,
the fire of love burnt,the desperate times gone,
the need to hold you close and feel you by my side,
the mind not in control,as I walk down the lane alone,
I sit down in the bench,feeling lonely,the songs play on,
the celebrations go on ,I don't see you by my side anymore,
the promises have no meanings anymore,
The fear has come true,
Its end of love for me and you.
Was it my fault or yours,were we honest to each other,
The questions haunt me,the touch and the kisses haunts me,
the first desire to hold you in my arms haunts me,
the dreams to be with you forever,to give you all happiness,
the dream to make you a complete woman haunts me,
A life was to be born,your motherhood was my desire,
I become desperate more and more,
as I promise myself not to be in love ever again,
I walk to my home drunk and torn,
As the fear has come true,
Its end of Love for me and you.
@Jai

Talking to the Moon

Talking to the moon I asked,
will my love be revealed to the world?
as the drops of rain drown in the sea,
the songs of gypsies fade in the night ,
the music in the party fading away,
the night is silent and quiet.
Talking to the moon I felt my love will be revealed to night,
the clasp of thunder,the noise of trickling rain,
the trees stand as shelter,the man in pain,
the desire of being loved by someone,
the desire to hold you close to me in the rain,
as the moon goes behind the clouds,
Talking to the moon I felt my love will be revealed to night,
I walk to the door and feel to dance in the rain,
With you by my side as always and not as a dream,
My thoughts on you and thinking of loving you everyday,
The night stands still after the rain, as the moon is out,
Talking to the moon I felt my love will be revealed to night.
@Jai