Call Me In Your Dreams

I saw you one evening and ever since have thought of being in love with you,
I have waited for you everyday but I don't know whether you let me do so,
Though we have seen each other only for a small spell of time,
I have a feeling of getting a response form you soon,
Call Me in your Dreams I will give you joy.
I do happen to fantasize to stay with you,to stay with you all alone,
to let you know what my words say,words that are built by my own emotional feelings,
It will tell you about the tales in the past which gives me a feeling of getting response from you today,
Call Me in your dreams I will give you happiness.
When ever the autumn breeze blows and the winter snow chill the air,
Your momentarily memories will go back and you will think sitting by the fire place
"Could I love you?"staying so far away,which will give me a feeling of getting response from you now.
Call me in you dreams and you will know what love is.
The seasons have passed and you are alone,you look around and find no one near you ,
You look at the sky it is going to rain,you walk down home drenched in rainy day.
Taking a decision to love me again and again.
call me in your dreams for I am in love with you as you love me so...
@SANJAY

Tears From The Moon

Why Love has not given me anything,why love has not meant me anything,
There has been no one with whom I can share,
My feelings,my emotions or my relations,alone as I face the days with no one by my side,
Alone without a job or money how do i survive,
My dreams are unanswered,where do I go now,the relation I had with you seems to end,
As today I confess the promises I had to keep has failed,the songs cannot be written anymore,
The expressions of love has no meaning for me anymore,as you decided never to return,
As I hold myself and look to find nothing but Tears from the moon.
Broken down in honour to live,shattered and desperate looking for hope to return,
living like this in shame,
Nor able to cry today or ever,decisions holding me forever,
Having lived so long without having touched you or without any love to share,
Whom do I blame?Myself,You or if God was here as one of us,
Nor Love nor Friendship has any answer to this,as Love and Friendship has become a lie.
As I hold myself and look to find nothing but Tears From The Moon.
@Jai

Somehow

Somehow you feel I can’t stay without you somehow you feel my life is incomplete without you, there will be times when you can feel me by your side
The breath close to your moist lips wet eyes to the clothes that cling to your personified beauty,
The hairs that blow in the morning breeze the fragrance of your body that makes me go crazy for you, the sweet smell of the blossoms the maidens wear I stay here without you,
The times are hard for me to be with you always making me think to be with you somehow ,
nobody helps, nobody cares, nobody understands,
Somehow when you feel I need you now and more,
Somehow when you love me more and more,
The whispering talks in the night on the phone the giggles of yours that makes me go crazy for you,
The lisp of children that remind me of our first meet I know is till need you now and forever again,
Somehow it makes you wait for me even more somehow you feel you don’t have to wait no more, with every shining star in the sky with every rising and setting sun, with every drops of rain that falls on the earth with every lunar month that pass, with every shooting stars that fall,
I promise you that I will be by your side for always,
For, somehow you feel to stay with me forever,
Somehow you make me feel as a complete man fulfilled with desires,
Somehow when you will love me is all that I want from you today tomorrow and forever,
@Jai

TADAP

Ye kaisi tadap hai ki tumhein bhula na sakun
ye kaisi tadap hai ki tere bina ji na sakun
teri yaad meri tanha lamhon ki gujarish rah gayi hai
tumhare na milne se intezar kar lene ki intehan hai
ye kaisi tadap hai ki tumhein bhula na sakun
ye kaisi tadap hai ki tumahre bin ji na sakun..
waqt ki khamoshi raaat ki tanhai zubaan ki bebasi
har shaqsh ko badnaam kar deti hai
subah ki khushboo tere aane ki aahat na jaane mujhe
tumse juda na hone deti hai
ye kaisi tadap hai ki tumhein bhula na sakun
ya kaisi tadap hai ki tere bin ji na sakun.
...
@Jai

LONELY WITHOUT YOU

The caress of the winds in the summer morning

The desires of the dreams when I wake up

The empty bed by the candlelight the cold fire in the cold winter nights

The closing hour of midnight I stay alone to realize I am lonely without you

My dreams are punished not realized to be true

My desires are kept within not for you to feel

My destiny stopping the steps I take without you by my side anymore,

to realize

I am lonely without you.

Lonely without you as the night is still

Lonely without you as the time has stopped

Lonely without you as the dead in the grave

Lonely without you as the trees in the autumn shed

Lonely without you as the sky without the clouds

Lonely without you as the sky without the clouds

Lonely without you as the child without the mothers love

Lonely without you as the flower without the fragrance

Lonely without you as without the moon at the night

Lonely without you as love without a sweetheart

Lonely without you as dream without desires

Lonely without you making me miss you more and more making me low even more making me cry

Lonely without you as the deserted streets in war

Lonely without you as the tears fall down without a cause

Lonely without you making me scared to love you more and more

The clouds will thunder the first drops of rain will fall on the ground

The fragrance will spread all over the nights will be warm with you in my arms

Never to make me lonely ever again!

@Jai

THE GIRL NEXT DOOR

The girl next door sees me and wonders why I am alone, she calls me on phone there is no reply,

I sit alone and wonder where my only love could go;

As the dark sets in, the lights go on, the clouds come in, the rain falls slowly, the road gets wet,

I stand there outside her door getting drenched, the drops of rain that fall on me makes me feel in ecstasy

But I sit alone and wonder where my only love could go,

The girl next door comes to me wondering if I was waiting for her, she lends her hand in friendship,

But I look into the vacant street my desires burning; she comes closer to me so I could smell her perfume She is wearing

could see her beauty revealing,

But I sit alone and wonder where my only love could go,

She was there with me just the day before, and now without any word she is gone

She didn’t even leave a note for me if we could meet she has walked away to goon with life, is that what she had said,

She had said she didn’t care or bother about what I did she found her match and didn’t need me anymore,

Was this the promises we had made? Is it that we will never need each other in our lives again?

I know she needs me more than I need her and thinking she could walk away just by praying isn’t true at all,

Has all the trust and faith broken, that she doesn’t want to see me anymore, were our promises just for keeps sake,

Maybe friends say, family say, elders say love is forbidden in our place but why fall in first place at all?

Was this for which I have waited all these years?

It’s a bad dream I have woken from, all is still no sign of life anywhere

And I sit alone and wonder where my only love could go.

The dawn is breaking, the birds start chirping, and I see the dews on the grass and remember about my only love

The girl next door is still watching me from her window and is wondering who I am waiting for since night

I walk down to my loves door and sit on the steps; I hear the door open slowly the water running in the kitchen

The dog comes out and starts playing with me but I sit alone and wonder where my only love could go.

I start to get up and feel the warmth of your breath beside me,

the perfume you are wearing is similar to the one the girl next door was wearing in the night,

but she was and is not my love I was looking for ,

it was you for whom I was waiting

The girl next door was still at her window now smiling and waving at us

Seeing me full of life as you arrive as you come back home to me as you forgive me and to be with me always

We forget our differences and feel how blessed we are because we are more than just lovers;

we are important part of each other.

The girl next door rings up the phone and says congrats for being together again ,

love is always there to comfort the bad moments in life

and what counts is who is by the side when you need someone at the worst times if at all;

I thank her and say

love is strange ,love is beautiful ,love is faith

love is trust, love is lust, love is honor, love is desire

love is destiny ,love is power ,love is strength

love is fire

and above all

love is life

I sit not alone anymore,
but with you by my side always ,
at good times and at bad times at joy and at sorrow
because you are my only love and you are so important to me
and above all you are my life……

Ehsaas

Dard ka ehsaas na hua mujhe,
shabd na dhoond saka ab,
Ehsaas hai mohabbat ke aagosh mein,
un baarish ke boondon ko tere aankhon se dekh lun,
har khamoshi mein tumse simat jaun,
har lamha shayad ye hi kehta hai ki,
Dard ka ehsaas na hua mujhe.
Tujhse juda hone ke liye na mohabbat ki humnein,
tere aagosh mein chupkar siskiyan bhari humnein,
na jaane har zakhm ko tumse na chipa saka main,
tere daman mein sar jhuka kar tujhe gale lagaya main,
har lamha shayad ye hi kehta hai ki,
Dard ka ehsaas na hua mujhe.
Tanha hua tha har pal tere bina,
labon ko chahta tha labon se dhakna,
tujhe khamoshi ke paar le jaana,
mohabbat karte huye tujhe apne bahon mein chupa lena,
har lamha shayad yehin kahta hai,
Dard ka ehsaas na hua mujhe.
@Jai